jacked from jaded_skys :)

What was the #1 song the day you were born? Google the date and #1 song and then post your #1 song on your LJ - preferably with a Youtube vid if you can find one!

Love Will Never Do (Without You) - Janet Jackson
What a pleasantly 80's sounding song, I like it. :D

The snow's still here/coming D: Campus was closed today so obviously we've been wasting all of our time cause we've been up since like 9. We went out for a free breakfast from Dennys 8^D and then colored pictures and glittered shoes and had a good time. and the day is like...only half over. Still time for some homework so who knows what else we'll do idek.
Either way I'm having fun.

I wanted to talk about roommates/next year but right now I'm too lazy for that so I'll do it another time HOHOHO.

the pokémon meme



I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY.
WHY HAVE I BECOME SO BORING.


May, you can hurry up now, ready for this semester to end and California to come, no matter how much fun I'm having now.
I love my friends at college but sometimes I feel so out of place ToT
I say things and they're just like STARES and I cry because I swear Im not saying anything weird!
so I'm like IF CLARA WAS HERE SHE WOULDA LIKED IT >8(

and I get ignored like...a lot. This never bothers me, I actually quite like it because I get out of a lot of situations. (no one can ask you to do something annoying if they don't even know you're there) but IDK it'd be nice to not ALWAYS be ignored. D:
it's funny though because we always just play it off as a family trait (on my dad's side) because literally EVERYONE just knows it as fact. We're just invisible, all my uncles and my aunt have lived it, and my sisters and I have lived it. We get overlooked in school even when we're right there and it's crazy! (again though, I don't hate it, I think it's funny, just annoying sometimes)
IDK WHAT I'M SAYING

AND MY HISTORY PROFESSOR SCARES ME MORE THAN ANY OTHER PERSON I'VE KNOWN, AND THE ONLY THING HE'S EVER SAID TO ME IS MY NAME. MY LIFE IS SO HARD.

 I would post pictures of things but I'm feeling especially lazy right now and I have to rinse my hair in like ten minutes.

SO I'M 19 NOW HOHOHOHOHHOHO HOW BOUT THAT
I forget a lot of the time but then I remember and I feel old ToT

I didn't celebrate it and I didn't get anything except for money and a small cat (with a cat on it heeeeee) and that's how I like it. I think being 19 has made me clumsier though.

I've gotten more into the semester and I love this one so much more than my first semester omg.
I have more work to be doing, lots of reading and small assignments and almost no papers (so like the opposite of last semester) but I think I like it that way? It's more annoying but I actually like the classes so it's okay.
I think history might be this semester's anthropology though WUH OH. but I mean, whatever, it's not even on the same level of hate as anthropology was. I just don't like history already so I think that's all.

This weekend my aunt is taking me to get my bellybutton pierced?! 8D? I'm a little worried and a little confused as to why I even want it but you know, someone offers and I take it.

AND I FINALLY GOT MY PARENTS TO AGREE TO BUYING HALF A PLANE TICKET SO I CAN GO TO LA~~~~~~
originally they were going to buy me my tattoo and a bedspread but I was like I WANT THIS MORE SO THEY SAID OKAY FIGURE IT OUT AND IT TOOK ALL MY POWER NOT TO FLAIL AROUND IN THE CAR 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyway now I have loads of homework to be finishing so I'm do that bye bye.

Sometimes life is gay and then I get grumpy so now I can come here and make myself feel better because that's what happy posts are for. The end.

I swear I'm going to make a happy post soon. Really.


the { first ✚ impression } meme

 ( I have things I could be doing )

 ( a thing )

So meg definitely woke up up at 3:40 this morning because she was puking. really loud. NO ONE pukes that loud. but not only that, she was doing this really exaggerated coughing and choking? idk. whatever. I put on my headphones so I didn't have to go into the bathroom and puke on her. THEN she came out of the bathroom around 4, didn't brush her teeth or wash her hands or clean the bathroom, grabbed a dr pepper, and laid down to go back to sleep. 8| I was dying in my bed, I couldn't believe that. HER MOUTH HAS TO FEEL SO BAD.
(Speaking of brushing her teeth, I can't even recall the last time I saw her do it. She's so disgusting)

If I get sick because of her though I will hurt someone.

Then around 4:30 I was already so wide awake I was just playing on my ipod and I wanted to sleep but there was a monster inside me screaming SANITIZE, CLEAN THE ROOM RIGHT NOW, THINK OF THE GERMS THAT ARE EVERYWHERE OH MY GOD THIS ROOM IS A DEATH TRAP. So I got out of bed and sprayed disinfectant on every surface she'd touched/maybe touched and the air surrounding and....everything. I felt a little better once I was done. A little comforted.

while I was spraying though she was like "oh that's a good idea, I was just puking"
.....WOW REALLY?!?! Cause I mean I was just waking up at 4:30 in the morning cause I loooooove this spray so much.

this morning I was afraid to look in the bathroom and I had an early class so I just got ready and went over there early so I could pee xD
When I got into the bathroom Sara and Kelly (who we share a bathroom with) came in and they said "we were afraid to use our bathroom" and it was so good, we all had the same ideas hahaha.

This morning I showed myself why I should never be awake before 8 AM, I get delusional and stupid.
I was walking to class and I was thinking "What if meg was puking cause she's pregnant, that'd be some kind of miracle though. Like in the bible. Is she like a modern day bible retelling? If there is a heaven, will I get in strictly by association? I mean I wasn't nice to her but I knew her, that counts right?"
Then it hit me that I was trying to get into heaven based on the fact that she was puking last night and had to stop myself.


SORRY FOR WHINING I JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY STORY WITH THE WOOOOORRRRLD.

SO TODAY I got some work done finally. I have two pages of my research paper done and it's coming easily I'm just lazy. Then I have to write for anthropology and I'm DONE. FOREVER. AND EVER. I caught myself today worrying about what to write about for anthropology and I was like "waitlol I don't actually care" so now I have no worries about it.

I got my final math grade so far so I have a C. straight in the middle. if I do REALLY good on the final I can pull my grade up to a B or B-, which is acceptable. BUT I also have A's in at least two classes so my GPA won't be suffering if I still get a C in the end. that's what worries me the most, my GPA. I need to keep a 3.0 at least in order to keep my scholarship from the school so idk. I want to do well. D: that's all.

I'm writing a paper in Sara and Kelly's room :D It smells SO BAD IN MY ROOM OH MY GOD. So I just keep finding ways to avoid being in there or leave or anything. I may end up asking Hillary if I can stay in her room for the rest of the week idk, the only thing is that I don't get wireless up there and I might be lost without the internet hahaha.

I'm excited to go home next week!!!!! but the only thing is, I still don't have a bed at home D: At least here I have a bed to sleep in, though it's pretty uncomfortable. AT LEAST MY LIFE WILL BE MEGLESS. AWWWWW YEEEEAAAAAH. She's sleeping right now but has also been sleeping literally for like... idek something like a thousand hours? and her smell makes my eyes water and nose cry and she makes WEIRD NOISES in her sleep. So I'm being inconsiderate and listening to whatever music I want really loud. THAT'LL SHOW HER.
Actually she was making such loud noises earlier that I called other people over to listen and we all had a good laugh.



ANYWAAAAY~ BACK TO WRITING FOREVER. ;A;
technically it's Minho's birthday RIGHT NOW but I'll talk about it tomorrow :B :B :B :B :B :B :3

I love this icon and his ridiculous face. and him. <33333
for some reason whenever I use characters in my icon descriptions I feel really pretentious lmao does that even make sense? like no one sees them but me anyway so I have no idea why it bothers me. Then I give up and stop caring.

but it's Thursday so I can do what I want.
(I may be back later in the actual day about stuff but maybe not idek all my posts are nocturnal now wtf)
On that note: HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333

( day three )

So every now and then like at school I say something that shows my lack of standards in life.
I can't think of anything other than talking about being in vegas and drinking the drinks what were left by other people.
I've told that and everyone just STARES at me and is like "DAT'S SO GROSSSSSS"
Then tonight I was talking to Clara and she was saying how she went out last night and fished through bins for pointlessly tossed out prepackaged food. This is totally acceptable to me. So Clara, when you're reading this like a month from now, thanks for making me remember why you're my best friend and not anyone else <3. Wish I had you around all the time so I seemed less unusual to everyone at my school. ;A;